i am sooo not into the writing thing right now..I need motivation.. :(( COMMENT SUBSCRIBE ADD ME AS YOUR FRIEND!! ----- story here:(vanessas POV) I didnt know what happened but Kevin and Joe were arguing about something, they didnt want to tell me and then Joe suddenly fell to his knees and broke down.He started crying his eyes out and just laid on the floor,pulling his knees to his chest. It was disturbing and I didnt know what to do. I looked over to Kevin but he looked as helpless as I felt, but I knew that they knew more than I did. I walked over to Joe but Kevin pulled me back on my arm. "Kevin I want to comfort him, he needs me now. He is having a FRICKING break down. I have to help him!!", I said and tried to struggle out of Kevins grip, but he was too strong, so I had to watch. A couple seconds later Kevins grip losened and I used my chance and pulled away from him and threw my arms around Joes neck, he was still shaking and sobbing really hard. His skin was cold and his eyes blank.I was scared..really really scared. I didnt know what was going on. Joe stood up slowly taking my hand,then started stroking it with his thumbs, his eyes were still on the floor and he didnt look me in the eyes. "Joe..please..", I begged and my voice cracked. He looked up at me and locked his eyes with mine, then pulled me to the couch and sat down. I cant describe how I felt at that moment. It was something mixed up out of fear and confusion. "I will try to explain, but..you have to promise you wont freak out ok?", he asked. I knew if I promised I would lie, but I would try to keep myself from freaking out. "I promise", I whispered very low, but I knew he heard it because he nodded once and then let go of my hand and looked down again. "Well..when I was young and my mom left, it was a hard time for me and I got these nightmares. I started screaming in my sleep and hitting the walls with all my power and the next morning I woke up and couldnt remember one thing.. But Kevin couldnt help me all the time, so he asked some people if they'd know what to do.", he trailed off. I shot Kevin a look, well at least I tried, but he was gone. "A friend of his",Joe continued,"gave him this pills and we tried them out.Well we had no other choice.My teachers noticed that I was barely at school and when I was I almost fell asleep all the time, because I had no sleep at night..So i took the pills for over a couple of weeks and I didnt have the nightmares anymore but suddenly I was getting more and more agressive and started attacking Nick and Kevin..I couldnt control myself and I was just 8 years old or something. Kevin took the pills away from me and the nightmares came back--", he said and I interrupted him. "So thats why your so agressive?..drugs?",I shrieked. I was shocked! "Would you let me finish?*i nodded* ok, well thats not all.Cold Turkey![a/n and if you dont know what that means, I DONT mean turkey in like meat or something. But I cant explain it either, just google it or something] I needed the pills now, I couldnt live without them anymore, they were my life and everything I needed. I stopped eating and drinking because I wanted Kevin to give them to me, but he wouldnt and he started feeding me, but Nick wouldnt help. He was too young and I can now understand, but back then I blamed him and Kevin for what happened in my life. How fucked up it was..", he stopped and then wiped away my tears. I didnt notice I was crying, I got so used to the crying. "Was? it was fucked up?",I repeated and noticed that my voice was shaking. "yeah, I got you now. So its not fucked up after all! im so glad I found you baby", I gave him the 'awww' look and chuckled.He grabbed my face in his hands and kissed my lips lighlty and pulled back. Our foreheads were touching and our lips were very close. "I love you",he said and I took a breath and realized how much I loved this boy, I couldnt believe my luck. Even if we went through a lot of shit, but were still loving each other and live our lives as good as we can. "What are you thinking?", he asked his eyes still locked on mine and trying to look in my soul. "Just realizing how much I love you.If theres a name for true love it would probably Joseph", I said and chuckled when I saw him blush. He gave me another kiss, but this time he deepened it and we laid down on the couch. I lightly bit his bottom lip and he licked mine. I heard footsteps comming down the stairs and tried to pull away, but Joe pulled me closer and then I heard a voice behind us. "OMG I think my eyes are like burning or something!! THat is sooo gross!!!",the person screamed and ran back up the stairs. ---------- haha lol, I had to write something funny at the end, because I kinda felt depressive writing this xD

Author: eliilo
Keywords: badboy chapter87 eliilo fanfic joe jonas onetruemedia sesaon3
Added: January 7, 2009

Some Radio head for fun. I screwed the ending bad, for that I am sorry. Thanks for viewing. Bye My E sounds a bit flat I need to adjust my neck.

Author: PoketsOfagenius
Keywords: cama demo
Added: January 7, 2009

To complement this video: "Who exactly organized the destructive events of 11 September 2001? This scrupulous video, German with English subtitles, should be compulsory viewing for the entire world": http://www.videocommunity.com/pc/pc/display/7167 Chrisbornag responds to the lies of zambicacybermedia.com [alias John R., David Shaw, (T)opChi(l)dExio, etc]: 1 - (T)opChi(l)dExio: Example of Confusion Campaign on YouTube http://www.zam bica cybermedia.com/Example_One.html [no spaces] (check there for the original description of that video. Thanks, John R., for preserving it.) Chrisbornag: Not at all, we are indeed, with a group of other independent American researchers who collaborate to find the truth, committed to exposing every bit of evidence we can find. We discovered the presence of E-4B above the White House in a Discovery documentary and yesterday, we discovered the presence of the C-20 Gulfstream on those same skies (aired by ABC Spain.) The white E-4B jet and the C-20 Gulfstream, among other aircraft flying on 9/11 were censored to appear in the American TV news, however, in the international media they were visible on 9/11. Even the Hercules C-130 was not allowed on the U.S. until a later date, like the E-4B aired for the FIRST time at CNN Anderson Coopers on 09/12/07 after the pressure put by us. 2 - (T)opChi(l)dExio: Note! .... chrisbornag does not allow comments that refute his propaganda. Just try to leave a Chrisbornag: If you present lies and deception, non-sense and gross language, of course you are not fit for posting (see below.) We have no propaganda, we are only interested in the truth, following the evidence to its final cause, for justice to be served. 3 - (T)opChi(l)dExio: Foreign Propaganda Machine Running Full Speed on YouTube http://www.zam bica cybermedia.com/Example_Two.html [no spaces] (check there for the original description of that video. Thanks, John, for preserving it.) Chrisbornag: Not at all, I am a proud and bold Texan! If you portray yourself as a red neck, you should have known that! (smile.) 4 - (T)opChi(l)dExio: Dis-information Campaign? Chrisbornag: No, actually we discovered the videos of the E-4B in the Discovery channel and now the C-20 Gulfstream in the International ABC News (from Spain). 5 - (T)opChi(l)dExio: Note!!! I personally heard the ORIGINAL (Luc Courchesne - Cheney-hit) video in which the FRENCH voices portrayed here WERE ARABIC VOICES!!!! Chrisbornag: You are lying, Luc Courchesne, Canadian, released his full footage: 2nd WTC Attack: Luc Courchesne & Ronald Pordy on C*B*C: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kS3t3iE0qTM Luc Courchesne Full Length Pt. 1 of 3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBNWfgv6tE8 Luc Courchesne Full Length Pt. 2 of 3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mB8KF6kY05M Luc Courchesne Full Length Pt. 3 of 3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWwVd84L6GQ 6 - (T)opChi(l)dExio: FBI, WHERE ARE YOU? Chrisbornag: FBI was covering-up real evidences: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHFjf6fwnj4 And evidently planting false evidences: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLwwNgG0Vns I wrote them at the beginning of 9/11 telling them that with born again people able to speak in tongues it will be possible to discover the truth and to capture and judge the real criminals. They NEVER responded me. The same, I wrote to Judicial Watch denouncing the Media complicity in the 9/11 deception, clearly evident with the fake planes aired on all the TV stations, like the missing wing nose-out PAX-TV shot aired by CNN, KTLA and FOX, or the Gamma Press missing wing nose-out aired by ABC, by FOX, by CBS, etc, or the Kai Simonsen nose-out aired by WNYW, FOX, CNN And again, they NEVER responded. 7 - (T)opChi(l)dExio: Does this sound like the speech patterns of the typical American? Chrisbornag: I am a God fearing and law abiding Texan. According to yourself, you are an Agnostic (www.myspace.com/zambica). According to me, you are a liar. 8 - (T)opChi(l)dExio: Who is crisbornag really working for? Chrisbornag: I am working for justice, for truth and for peace. I am independent. 9 - (T)opChi(l)dExio: What kind of man is crisbornag? Chrisbornag: A Christian Born Again person who speaks in tongues.

Author: christianbornag
Keywords: 911stealth chrisbornag crisbornag chris bornag christian born-again born again 911 9/11 stealth Bush Cheney Rumsfeld PNAC Pentagon Zion Zionist Zionism Israel Mossad FBI CIA NSA Mass Media Deception Luc Courchesne Yiddish CBC CNN
Added: January 7, 2009

When Curtis Smith walks through the door with a diamond encrusted clipper hanging from his from neck , you may just think he is just another flashy, run of the mill barber,but when you witness his finished product, you know he gave you more than a haircut, he polished an appearance.When asked how he characterized his work, he simply replied " I dont see myself as a barber,I am more of a consultant, I like to improve my clients overall image" At the age of 15, Curtis Smith had the foresight to recognize his talents and capitalize and the heads of his friends.Charging a $1 per cut, this soon-to be-celebrity barber begin to be what would now be a small empire. The self taught progigy never had one day of formal training, Instead he spent years working and perfecting his own style, techniques and trends. By the age of 19, Smith had a full blown career cutting hair, making more in a day than most make in a pay period. During 1994, Smith teamed up with partner and bestfreind DJ Kid Capri to open Eboneese a NYC based barbershop that surmised black culture and male finesse all in one.After a 10-year run Eboneese closed its doors , but as the old saying goes when one door closes the other opens" Curtis Smith became known for his camouflaging technique, precision cutting and tailoring. " I make a personal connection with all my clients with all my clients I suggest ways for thier hair to be better. They trust and believe me and I always deliver". This personal approach is what gave him his professional edge. This professional edge is exactly what celebrity status individuals demand. Smiths first celebrity client was soul crooner Teddy Pendergrass soon after Smiths'reputation began to precede him. Alan Houston, Larry Johnson and Charles Oakley of the NBA's New York Knicks were just some of the upscale clientele that were soon to follow. One day producer extroidinaire Sean Combs was said to be looking for a new barber to cut his hair, after the initial introduction Smith was asked to demonstrate his skills on Bad Boy recording artist .When the finished product was seen , Puffy vowed to never let anyone else cut his hair. That was 10 years ago! To date some of the celebrity hair Smith has cut includes the entire Bad Boy recording artist roster, pop singer Usher, Professional Boxer Roy Jones, Music and television producer and manager to Mariah Carey, Benny Medina and New York Yankees right fielder Gary Sheffield. Curtis artistry is forever documented on the cover of Ushers most recent album "Confessions" in addition to a myriad of music, televison and video shoots Smith served as barber for Sean Johns entire advertising campaign increasing his market value, Smith created his own all natural hair moisturizer aptly titled ' Sweet Jamila. Smith hopes to expand this product into an entire unisex hair care line.A celebrity in his own right, Curtis Smith continues to shape images around the world! Smith has also participated in various hair confrences as an industry speaker and educator. Recently Smith accepted an invitation as a celebrity guest educator to the largest national trade show for the professional beauty industry, Premier Orlando. Smith continues to build a following with his masterful style of cutting hair by accumualting a body of work that can be found in GQ, Vibe, Vanity Fair and The Source. On any given day you can turn on your television to BET , MTV or VH1 walking dancing and singing on your screen. For more information on Curtis Smiths hair and body product company ' Xotics '

Author: Majorleaguebarbers
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Added: January 7, 2009

Nick- dems wait.. Demi- no I dont want to.*presses down on nick and kisses his neck* Nick- *going weak* but dems. Demi- shhh *grabs nicks shirt and rips it off* ----you know what happens----- *the next morning* Demi- *phone ringing* arghhh! *leans across nick and grabs it* o god.mom again. *she gently shakes nick* o lazy boy! I have to go. Nick- no no no no! *grabs demi and pulls her under the covers* Demi- *giggles* nick I really have to go.. Nick- *pouts* a few more mintues. Demi- nope. *smiles and kisses nick. He grabs her and softly kisses her nick* I dont think so matie *laughs and pulls on her clothles* Ill see you later mister! *leaves* Nick- bye.*falling back to sleep* Joe- *storming in* NICK! Its 10! Get up. Nick- *pulling the covers over his head* no. Joe- *whacking him* mom wants to talk to you. Nick- *rubs his eyes whilst groaning and reluctantly gets out of bed. Walks downstairs into the kitchen* hi mom Mom- Nicholas sit down Nick- *too tired to notice her tone. He sits* Mom- *sits opposite him* you locked your door..demi was in the room..all night. Do you think Im stupid nick? Nick- *pays attention and looks at his mom* no but.. Mom- no buts Nicholas. Your banned from seeing her for now. I am ashamed you were so careless to just do it in your room and your 16! For god sake nick! *gets up* Nick- *angry* what?! Isnt it right when you love someone to share something special youve never shared with anyone else! Mom! I love her and always will.!!! Mom- dont get a tone with me! I dont care if you love her! Your 16 not married! I decide what happens in this house. Nick- whatever! I HATE you *storms out the house* *gets in his car and drives he doesnt know where he is driving too he just carries on* Demi- *ringing nick* hi.. N-hi D-babe whats wrong? N-my mother. She knows what we did last night and had a go at me. D- o where are you now? N-i dont know I am just driving. D- meet me at the beach? N- sure *hangs up* *with Kevin and selena.* Selena- your mom was pretty mad. Kevin- I know I hope nicks alright. *worried* Selena- yer Im sure he is.he just needed to cool down. Demi and nick are serious about each other I dont think its wrong. Kevin- its not. Its just mom.she can be over protective sometimes. Selena- o just plain irrational? Kevin- *looks at her* thats my momlena. Selena- *sighs* dont I know it.. *with nemi at the beach..* Demi- *seeing nick sitting on the shore line walks over and sits next to him* hey.. Nick- *staring out into the ocean* hey Demi- whats wrong? Nick- *takes a deep breath* are we too in love? Demi- *looks at him* how can you be too in love? Nick- *not looking at her* were young we spend all the time with each other. Maybe...maybe.... Demi- *getting teary* are you breaking up with me? Nick- *looks at her* no dems. I love you. But I need space. Demi- so what was last night? A goodbye! God nick *getting up as a tear falls down her cheek* Nick- *grabs her hand* no demi! I love you. Demi- love me!? Love me.. well heres your space nick. Enjoy it *jerks her hand from his and walks away* Nick- *shouting after her* demi!!! Just some space! We are not breaking up. Demi- *ignoring him. She continues walking. As tears fall she distraughtly wipes them as they fall* Nick- *throwing a rock in the ocean angrily* god nick! What have you just done! ARGHHH! *2 days have passed. Demi has ignored all nicks calls and been depressed in her bedroom. Nick is also depressed mopping around the house.* Demi- *throwing up in the toilet* Selena- *holding her hair back* okay sweetie let it out. Demi- *slumbered against the toilet* arrghh I feel awful. Selena- its properly a bug. *rubs her back* Demi- *sitting on her bed* *thinking* Selena- miss nick? Demi- *nods* *clenches her stomach* Selena- *looks at demi* when do you get this sickness? Demi- dont knowin the morning*looks at selena and shakes her head* no lena! Selena- its not impossible Demi- but we.we. *thinks* omgI dont remember if..we.. *burst into tears* Selena- *hugs her* its okay were going to the doctor dems shhh.. Demi- *crying in her arms* omg.omg. *meanwhile* Kevin- *looking at nick* nick! For god sake! Grow up and deal with the fact you broke demis heart! Joe- *glares at nick* yer! And demis like a sister to me! I couldkill you. Nick- *angrily* its none of your business! Leave me alone Kevin- *shakes his head* fine Joe- *anger* no! its not fine! You nick are unbelievable! Mature enough to have a serious relationship but not mature enough to deal with this! Get over yourself demi is crying herself to sleep you broke that girls heart in two! She deserves better than scum that you are right now! Nick think about her for once yer! *storms out the room* Nick- *shocked*. X

Author: 3Hannahh
Keywords: nemi nick jonas demi lovato brothers love story
Added: January 7, 2009